I think i'll put my blog to private in the next 2 days or so. 

I have so many things to tell but yet it's not supposed to be read by anyone else. okla prolly close friends. 

gawd, i'm soo squashedd up that i can't even speak.

It's kinda affecting me.

Either way i'm looking forward to squash! if the plan still goes on.

I jumped up from sleep

to know that

it's rather a fcking disappointment afterall. 

gah. stef, pls FML.

P.S. i can NEVER have good satisfying naps. trust me.

I suddenly popped the idea of donating blood and said it out loud in front of feli and stef and aaron.

Reactions i got from feli and stef?

Glares and answers like "you sleep 4 hours you wanna donate blood?", "eh hello, you so pale you wanna donate summore?", "you're actually donating every month?", "try getting 8 hours of sleep first lahhh.."

Sial. Banyak halangan giler. Nasib Aaron didn't comment anything. He's known for being super straight forward. You want direct opinions? Find him. lol. I somehow finds it okay that he's straight forward though. eh stef? eh feli?

Anyway, stef just told me that ppl below 50 kg cannot donate. motherrr. that hard to donate blood?

I've decided not to donate lahh. zzz.

I have never been one who gives good advice ain't I?

I feel like each time i give advices, they turned out to be like a piece of crap to somebody else. fml.

I give up though.

I give up giving advices and am not going to try further b/c it's only something that enters the left ear and out they go from the right ear.

It's like backfiring and i couldn't care less anymore. Not being all emo dont worry. Just finding some place to rant.

Knowing my blog is not private, ppl will be reading. So, just do me a favour and dont ask ok?

On the brighter side, I finished class an hour and fifteen minutes earlier today. =)

I finally finished Dear John, by Nicholas Sparks.

I gotta admit that the story kinda left me hanging right there at the end but yeah it was a damn good one.

I actually errr..teared up reading this novel? wow. awesomeness if carynnloh can tear up reading a book. =)

Can't wait for the movie. We shall see if it's as good as the book. =)

I'm going to start The Rescue soon. Another one by Nicholas Sparks. =)

p.s. i'm partially hanging on one hand, and if i can't hold my weight and let the fingers slip through the grip, i'm done.

I gladly announce that you shouldn't walk near cindy gan when she's busy texting. 

She has the tendency to hurt you. T.T

I got hurt.

True story.

I am...

tolerating.

And for Felicia See, i dunno what's with the sudden liking for PINK Patrick. But seriously, i never knew there were pink patricks around but when you told me about it, i kinda felt like i've seen it before..Anyway now that you can't get one, I tried searching on the net for you...

But all i got was..

I'm currently smiling from ear to ear. really. ear to ear. 

I got something today. =)

Perhaps a hint? Here you go.

Okay. That's not even close to a hint. It's the exact answer :)

I'm wearing them now while i type. wtf i know. =) 

shhh. dont say a word. let me enjoy my moment with it.

Ok. Exam stress is over. Finally it's over. Lol. 

I tell you when you have exams, the whole bloody two weeks seem to be exceptionally long like i-dunno-how-to-describe.

But thank goodness it's over. :)

Things i wanna do during the holidays 

• die die wanna go up KL. tsk. *pouts at feli and stef*
• learn officially missing you on guitar, which i succeeded in the intro part :)
• sleep more. :) 
• exerciseee. pfft. let's see if i do. 
• get out of the house at least once a day.

Let's just see if anyone of them gets marked off from the list. I BET NONE. :)

Like what feli said, life's a bitch.

i tell ya when you get only ONE pathetic useless week of holidays. screw you MMU. screw Y-O-U.

*sings officially missing you*

We miss you till this extend.

A lesson we should learn but I certainly never learn.

Never ever have yourself sitting in front of yr lappie while you're studying. Okay maybe you can     but avoid having internet connection? bleh impossible.

Sole reason: Cause you'll never ever succeed in finishing what you're supposed to be studying. What more, these stupid junks you're studying are for FINALS :)

Since i sat down, which was from 10 pm till now, 3am, I've been browsing through my notes, yes my notes, but I think I've been facebooking, checking mails, listening to musics, blog hopping more than anything and what's worse, I'm blogging myself now instead of studying .

And I'm actually blogging bout how we must study and not get distracted by the power of internet. WTF. you can certainly FML.

I'm crapping again. sighs.

I can't help being EMO lahhhhhhh.

p.s. oi cinoy. stop emo-ing lar. set the rest aside. concentrate on finals. tell them to diam diam kalau nak dapat good results. or else forget it. and ask them dont affect you. and most importantly, you dont get yourself affected. ok? Good Luck. 

Colbie Caillat - I Never Told You

Which successfully made me even more EMO when i'm already in the state-of-EMOing.

The lyrics powerful enough i tell you. 

I miss those blue eyes
How you kiss me at night
I miss the way we sleep

Like there's no sunrise
Like the taste of your smile
I miss the way we breathe

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

I see your blue eyes
Everytime I close mine
You make it hard to see
Where I belong to
When I'm not around you  
It's like I'm alone with me

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

But I never told you
What I should have said
No, I never told you
I just held it in

And now,
I miss everything about you
Can't believe that I still want you
And after all the things we've been through
I miss everything about you
Without you

Happy 19th Birthday!

big number but not as big as 21 yet. 

We'll wait for 21 to come and we'll partay-ay-ay!

Anyway, wishing you all the best in everything that you do. 

Work, Friends, Family and eventually Relationships :) 

Happy Birthday again, babe!

Have a blast okay?

Muacks. Love loads.

Hmm. I have so much to learn and finals is in a week's time. 

I hate it when anyone just makes me happy for a moment then pulls back the damn happiness i'm enjoying.

I superr sangat teramat pantang lahhh. 

Imagine if you're in my position being all happy for 5 minutes then backfire. EMO i tell you. 

LOL. stress stress. bye!

p.s. and yes i currently hate dislike 2010 so much that i'm not looking forward to anything at all this year. for now at least. 

The start of year 2010 hasn't been as smooth for me. not just YET. 

OK lahh i should just say anything can go wrong anytime. 

And all i want to say is if MMU doesn't do something to wake their bloody lousy and irresponsible employees they hire, then seriously they are so fcked up. It's either most of their employees are dumbtards or the employer himself is a total dumbass.

And the only post office in the campus to so-call make things convenient for students is already like a hell place. 

Gahhh.